Sunday, November 29, 2009

Life is Good

I just have to say this. Had been sleeping quite alot after Finals. I slept for almost 14 hours last Friday. I was dead tired without reasons. Internet was down for the past few days and it was a torture. Imagine having no internet and no classes. I seriously had nothing to do and I have no drama from my friends. But Thank God the internet is working now. I really thought I would have no access to the world until I get back to Malaysia. Luckily this is not the case anymore. Really glad.

Got Gossip Girl Season 3 from Aman Tan...He is awesome. The GG supplier...Haha...And now, I shall entertain myself with that as all my friends slowly fade off from Adelaide one by one. The last batch will be on the 6th. By then, everyone will be back in Malaysia. Sadly, I will only arrive after they have finish their 10 plates of char keoy teow or however you spell it. With those movies and dramas, I hope I wont be bored to death..

Cant wait to go back..

17 days to go as it is already 30th of November 2009 at the moment.

See you guys soon!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Done

Yea..I am finally done with 1st year!! Had my last paper and I am declared a happy girl with 3 months break from now on.

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

One Lifted Up

Today marked the beginning of my Final Exam. Had Pharmacy Practice paper. The paper wasn't tough but answering correctly might be a tough thing to achieve. It is so broad that some questions, you just won't know what to write exactly. I was debating with my inner-self through out that paper. Kept thinking about what to write and to think whether what I wrote will be an acceptable answer or was it just going be another sentence of craps. But Thank God it is done. I should get over it and start focusing on the 3 other subjects coming up. Will for sure do my best and hope it is enough to earn what I wish. I believe it is coming to an end very soon. Once exam kick starts, it also shows that things are wrapping up. Especially when I don't have gap in between papers. So the next thing I know will be me having my last paper and will be walking out of the hall in peace and joy. Right? Prefer it that way than dragging it for weeks. That would be more torturing. Just do it and get over it.. That's all I want.

Its 20th of November. So fast. This year is going to end in approximately 6 weeks and precisely in 41 days. That is really so fast. Will I think 2009 is a fruitful year when I look back? Hopefully the answer is Yes. I earned so much this year, mostly friends. Met some really amazing people this year and they just make my life more enjoyable and fantastic. Life is great with those laughters surrounding me.

Just thought of writing this down cause I am bored of studying.

So, will update soon after exam.

Good night world.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Michael Bublé




Haven't met you yet by MB is super awesome. Check that song out yea. Although I love that song alot, I don't really listen to it as it is so addictive. I don't want to get too into it. I mean not at this moment. I will listen to that song continuously for 24 hours after 24th November 2009 12.30pm. Had been listening to lots of Chinese songs nowadays. I prefer listening to Chinese songs while studying. Why? Because I don't know the lyrics and actually have no idea about the songs I listen to. They are just randomly saved in my computer. Probably that's Megan's great job last year. 80% of the songs are just random and new to me. That's good I guess. Music only plays in a role in keeping my mind awake and alert so that what I've studied will be stored in my brain at the right place and will be blurted out during exam. I tried listening to English songs and the next thing I knew, I was day dreaming enjoying the song and at times singing along.Lol. I really can't take it. It's driving me crazy. Maybe it's just my problem. Everyone has different habits I guess.

Anyways, Michael Buble was the guest judge on Australian Idol this week as well as next week. I am so excited. He is so amazing. So good looking. So humble. So friendly and just so likeable. Lol. There's s much fun with him around. Stan's performances were once again marvelous. He is just a soul man. Hayley did good too. But I really hope Stan will win. Next week will be the big show. It's finally the Finals. Can't wait for next Sunday eventhough I will be having exam on Monday. I will sacrifice my 2 hours just to watch that. Or should I not? Dilemma. Will see how everything goes next week. If studies is alright, I will watch. If not, then I might ground myself in my room. Seems like a good idea. Right?

It's 12am now. Time for me to get back to my lectures notes.

Missing all of you.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Hot

The weather is super awesome nowadays. It's hotter than Malaysia and the sun is glaring straight from my face to my very toe.. It's not a good thing indeed. My feet are 3 tones darker and my whole body is atleast 1 tone darker now. Sad!!! That's how the weather is going to be for the rest of the week. I am so dead. My room has no air-cond and that I survive sleeping with only the fan on. But luckily there is still fan. That is amazing. However, it now takes me longer to fall asleep than usual. I can only on the fan to medium as whenever I on it to 'high', it's like the whole fan gona fall off from the ceiling. It's scary. So like what Lear kept repeating to my ear, it is seriously no doubt that my life is kinda sad right now.



Exam is commencing next Thursday(19 November 2009). I am not really nervous but I bet I should. Its the Final Exam before my first year end. Excited but not because first year is coming to an end but it's because I am going home soon. Yea!! 36 days to go..Only need to survive another 36 nights without air-cond. There's hope!!!!!!!



Till the next post..

Love,
Tammy

Friday, November 6, 2009

Hope

I am back. It had just been 24 hours and 30 minutes since my last post. Indeed it's like what I wrote in my previous post. 'Will be back soon'. Lol.

Today 6th November or should I say yesterday since it's after midnight now marks the end of my attendance in Uni as a first year student. It's been a really long journey and like what the lecturers said, " We've been through alot". That is true. Finally all assignments and practicals and tutorials are done for the year 2009. What's left is only the 4 papers to be conquered in Finals which will be held from 19th November to 24th November. By then, I will be officially done with first year. Of course that only happens after I pass all the 4 subjects. I am sure I can!

In this merely 1 day and 30 minutes, so much had happened. Mixed emotions. From happy to sad to depressed to angry to have hope. At least I end my day with a faith of hope in my heart and so I guess it is not too bad. I learn most in bad times. Without going through those storms, my heart did not know how to appreciate the calmness. Troubles are always here in reality and all I need to do is just to prepare myself for it and to make sure I know which side to turn to at those periods. Louie made my day again today. I am really glad I end my night with a message from him. It's really inspiring.

My eyes are fixed on You alone.

Love,
Tammy

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Satay and Dim sum

satay
'har gau' which literally means shrimp dumpling
Saliva lingering in your mouth? My answer is YES!

I am really tired right now. I had been studying since 8am this morning and it's already 11.45pm right now. It has been approximately 12 hours after deducting the time I spent for lunch and also day dreaming trying to distress. Finals is just 14 days away and I am super nervous right now. Done with two subjects but I still have another 2 to conquer. It's not easy but it's not impossible. Right?
Anyways, cause I am tired, I decided to call home just now. Talked to Jeslyn a little bit as she is also quite stress studying. SPM is just 13 days away and both of us will surely endure till the very end of this race. After talking to her, she passed the phone to mum. Mum was practically quite excited to talk to me. Hehe..Out of the blue, she said he bought satay and she was trying to make me jealous. Seconds later, she suddenly remembered she forgot to go pick up the satays that she ordered. LOL..That's so funny. But indeed I feel like eating satay now. After talking about satay, she talked about my room which she said it is now filled with dust since no one is staying or even bother cleaning it. Sad~. Instead of asking her to please not abandon my room, I told her that I want Dim Sum for my first morning in Malaysia once I am back. She laughed and said "Nonsense...That's so not a problem! You can order everything you like and have them all youwant"..Lol..That's so sweet. It had been so long since I felt pampered by mummy. Felt like I am back being a child. So fantastic..

And now, I felt so distracted. I can't focus as 'satay, dim sum and 42 days to go' keep flashing in my mind. I also learnt that it's not a perfect idea to call home when you're studying. It's the worst form of distraction.
Anyways, I shall revise another lecture then sleep kao kao..

Will be back soon.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Time

I seriously have to accept that time really flies. In a blink of an eye, I am now done with my Pharmacy Practice patient counselling test. Thank God that I got a simple case and hopefully I did well enough to score all that I needed to. And what's left for my First year is the 4 papers in finals which is only 2 weeks away.

Sms-ed mum today and apparently, I have only 44days left(according to Candise) before I step on the rich land named Malaysia. All I can think of now is what I want to do and eat when I am home. There's so much to do and enjoy..Haha.. But...I have a problem; the weather. Last week was the hottest week I experienced in Adelaide since I came. It was around 33degrees...I seriously cannot take it. I don't even want to get out from the house. Told my dad and he teased me..He asked how will I survive when I am back. That's true. I answered him that I am going to stay in an air-conditioned room all the time. He laughed and said "What about my electric bill". LOL.. I bet I will adapt to it as I will need to go through summer here before returning. The heat here during summer will be much worse compared to Malaysia. Right?

Anyways, I have to get back to my book now. Torture myself for another 2 weeks before the fulfilling holidays.

Love,
Tammy