Finally

Like what my title means, finally. Monday was the best day ever. Ms. Chua called to say I got a place in UniSA. At last I dont need to worry anymore. I have atleast gone a step ahead. I want to take this oppurtunities to thank all my friends who helped me all way long. Giving me precious opinions and so on. Then in the evening, something happened that can ensure I will enjoy my new year trip more. Thank God! However, things are not that simple. Have got so many things to do. Visa, Flight, Accommodations and so many more. Uncountable. One thing that help me shrug things of is I am feeling so blessed as I have Jasmine to go with me. Both of us. Haha.. I cant imagine what will happen. But overall, I am happy and I really want to thank everyone. Love you guys so much!

Just wait

Results was out 2 days ago. The score was just ok but at least it is good enough to get me an offer to University of South Australia. So I was very happy as Adelaide is indeed a good place to study. So of course I would accept that offer without hesitation. The thing is I only went to KL yesterday coz I have to wait for my dad. With everything prepared, I am so gona accept that offer and my counselor just told me that Pharmacy is full. I was like blank for a moment or two. Then we talk to Ms. Chua who is the Senior Manager there. She suggested a few things and one of it is to start next year, 2010. Huh.. This would mean that I would spend a whole year here maybe taking up some short courses. Is that a good idea? I dont know. Perhaps it will be. Jasmine told me that maybe God has a better plan for me. Yes. I believe in that. Everything is planned. But seriously I really have mixed feeling now. All I can do is wait. Ms. Chua said she would help me to check whether is there any place left as she heard from Betty, rep from UniSA that they might be a place left. Hopefully it is. Fingers crossed. If not, then I really dont know what to do next.

~Waiting patiently~

My Birthday, 08

Thanks everyone who made my birthday memorable. Hehe.. High school friend won this time. She was the first to wish me. Yamashita, the best! Suppose to be in KL to celebrate with my twin cousin sisters. Thats what I usually do. Three of us celebrate together. Yup.. Three of us share the same birth date. Cool right? However, this year just stayed here and spend my birthday in Ipoh. Had an exciting day though. Went to jusco and dad bought me a watch.. Wow.. A nice, expensive one. Gona keep this for a long long time. Then went to parkson with mum and sis to choose my prezzie. Nice. Friends? yea.. they rock.. Thats all I am will say. It might not be as good as last year's birthday, but at least I had fun. Ate lots of food. Haha.. Cant contol so just whack everything. Thats my life. Love eating. Then the day ended. So happy!!

My Pumkin Soup

Yes. I cooked that. It took me like a quarter of a day. Getting the pumkpin cut. Accidently, I cut my hand as well. But no big deal. Then have to go roast, blend and stuff. Haiz.. So tiring yet so indulging. hehe.. but it wasnt that nice. Thats what my dad said. Then my sis said its not smooth enough. I accept the comments. As what jasmine said, try to improve. Ah moh style. Then my mum did the lamb chop. So delicious. Have to learn ady. Good for me. A great dinner because I participated. hehe..

-perasan-

7th December

.satisfying. thats all I can say.

-brilliant-

Again

Just went through a terrible night yesterday. It was just a supper and I naively thought its gona be alright. Everything will be fine and perhaps we would have fun as there are so many delicious foods on the table. Unfortunately, I was wrong. After quite some time, the quarrel started. Stupidly I just cant hold back my tears. His presence would just bring chaos. Yea we had good times together but perhaps the bad times are more easily remembered. Maybe he was right. The reason I cried was because I love but I love the wrong way, care the wrong way and so on. It has always been a roller coaster rides. There will be ups and downs. Sometimes the ups might just be like a down to me. It might be a calm nice up for me but a boring wasting time up for him. We might just have different thoughts on things. That is why compromising is so important to keep things going. Compromising means both party and not just only one party taking all the actions. So if that happens then it will only bring suffer and unhappiness. That is what it is all about now.

Then here comes my dad asking me not to be so soft. The world is full of challenges and we have to be tough. So many nasty people outside and if we are soft then we are the one losing. Come on man, I tried to be as tough as possible outside. However I am just me. I am soft and it is undeniable. But seriously, I think I am not that soft in public. I mean even to my friends. Everyone is different. Just because my sis can be so strong doesn’t mean I can be like her. All my close friends know that. How different am I from my sis. Even some teachers realise that as well. I have got no problem with that so why it starts to bother other people. However, I will still take that advice and work on it.

So many things are going through my mind now. I just want a perfect picture when viewed from no matter near or far and not just a picture that look so nice from a distance away. I believe it would be a better picture if the water is not there to spoil it or in other words to improve it. The water indirectly removes the marks. On the other hand, it will still look good as the marks just show how much effort and hardship it has gone through before this piece of art work is produced. –Speechless-

This is life

Dr. Oz with Oprah

Charice

Finally I am off from TV. Had been addicted to Oprah Winfrey Show. Was really amazed those kids when they show them on The Smartest Talented Kids in The World. There is this 7 year-old boy name Ethan who is a real great pianist. He started to play piano since 3 and when he first played, his parents themselves cant believe that he was the one playing as they only heard from the other living room. Real talented. At just 7, he can memorize more than 200 pieces. When Oprah asked how long he will need to take to memorize the whole song, and he answered only about 3 minutes. That’s so amazing man. Its not easy. But the best thing was the way he speak. He claimed he is humble.. Haha.But I think he still sometimes boast a little bit. The way he talk is very funny and my sister said he speak like a professional. Then I was astounded by the voice of a 16 year-old Filipino, Charice Pempengco. She said it was her dream to be on Oprah or even see her. In the end, it came true. Then because of Oprah, she even got a chance to sing with her idol, Celine Dion in a live concert. It is so unbelievable. Seriously I teared when Celine Dion invited her for a duet. It was just so touching. There are many other children but these 2 really caught my attention because they are just so good. So talented. So blessed.

Dr. Oz marathon on Oprah Winfrey Show is also one of my favourite now.He talks on The Art of Health which is very interesting. Its very informative. So practically 702 is now my favourite channel. Since its Dr. Oz marathon, so I continue my TV marathon. Haha.. He is a surgeon and a frequent guest to talk on that show. Learnt a lot of things from him. Once an audience told him that it is tough as she quits smoking. She don’t feel like herself anymore. He just said, “ The funny thing is people feel uncomfortable when they feel uncomfortable ”. So true.. Would you want to suffer now or later? Yea.. Its hard in the process of quitting but it is even worse when you need to go through treatments, surgeries after surgeries and how strong can you be at that moment of life. Perseverance and determination are vital in this whole thing.

If you realize it too late, then the song ‘Just Stand Up’ by various female singer really suit you. Its about you listening to your heart rather than to your mind. Even when you cant go through the pain and your mind tells you to quit, your heart beat still goes on telling you to not give up or give in in the situation. Everyone can do it. Whenever you fall, just stand up and continue. The pain is just a challenge. Go on. Remember, its never too late.