A moment

I apologize if I am being rude. Its just I am not used to people talking like that to me. Too many things are going on. I cant take them anymore. Thats all. People are all acting strangely. perhaps, its been sometimes since we met or since we really spoke to each other. Only Yamashita and Sara remains the same.

Precious

Anything can happen anytime. Never let yourself hate anyone. Life your everyday like your last day. Things can be very fragile. Very unbelievable. That’s what I can say. An accident happened near my house just now. It was quite bad as I think probably someone or more might have lost their life at the very moment. What would their family parents feel. These people might have just left home or perhaps returning home but the journey is a never return journey. Who would have ever thought they might not see their loved ones anymore? I remembered once my English teacher in high school told me about this girl from my school. She had an argument with her dad the previous day and the day end with hatred in her heart. So the next day, she went to school with her friend without telling her dad. That afternoon, the school office receive a phone call. It was the girl's mother. Her dad had a heart attack and passed away. She regretted as she never had the chance to say sorry to her dad for the rest of her life. I learnt something from this story. Never end your day in hatred. We are all the same. All of us are God's precious gift. Let go ego-ness and learn that we are all equal. Say sorry if you need and say thank you when you need to. Love everyone around you. Appreciate them. Care for them. Never let them and yourself down because no matter what has happened, it is a miracle that we have a chance to meet each other.

Funto

Seriously, I finally understood the importance of talking to the right person at night. If you really want to sleep, try talking to someone whom make things go simple. Was quite tired yesterday so I planned to sleep earlier. But as I left the computer on signing in to msn..That’s where the problem began. Out of nowhere, Shalini suddenly online and said ‘ello’. Of course I have to chat with her as I only meet her online like once in a blue moon. In the beginning, it started quite well. Just chatting about the basic things like when is she leaving and stuff like that. Then I don’t even understand why I have to start the thing. We started to chat in our own language and it got me so high. All because of you Shalini! First come backto together. Then she suggested that we should come backto with sampanto. Then dolphinto, draino, ballto, hoopto. And about jasmine trainto our dolphinto. As they give birth, we will all be grandparentsto and great grandparentsto. Haha..I think it’s the effect of your chocolateto. It got me so excited about it that we chat till around 3am. I think we would have chat longer if the call did not exist. Extremely funny about that as she was all alone downstairs and suddenly the phone rang. Creepy. Then I too sign off and went to bed. Unfortunately, I was awake until roughly 4am as to the endorphin level. So I suggest that Shalini, you should online a little earlier.

Going off the beat

Flash back..I realized how much I had fall for you. Those songs not only made my day but it made my life more perfect.

Instinct

Just have this weird feeling when I am out with you even when there are other people. Needless to say when there is only both of us.

Changing myself

Had been sleeping alot lately.. I don't know why too..Just cant control myself. Besides that, I also realized I am quite demanding. Especially at home. I am going to learn to demand less and step in others' shoe. Think for the others and less about myself. Like what Shalini likes to say, "Its always about you, you, you and you" (Shalini 2008). My lesson number one for year 2009. Apart from that, lesson number two will be my driving skills. My license is about a year now but my mum still complains. So I shall be more careful to ensure a safer journey for others as well as for me as I am more like a driver now. So hectic. It makes me understand how my mum feels everyday that she have to work and in the mean time drive us everywhere. Thank you mummy. It really trains my patience. But one reason why I dont like to drive around is because of those traffic lights and I have to constantly break, unlike driving on highways. Thats why I always love to drive back to Ipoh from KL or the other way round.

Thus I shall start with these two lessons before the many other lessons come.

Hunger

Cant imagine how hunger can lead to desperation. He ate a fly and she ate ants. Its not like they are in some reality show or what so-ever, they just gobble those insects up. Suprisingly, the guy actually dreamt he ate a fly as his mouth was widely opened while sleeping. In fact there is seriously a fly in that room. As he woke up, he realised it is beyond just a dream. He indeed ate a fly. On the other hand, the girl decided to pick a container containing sweet cookies. She took the first bite and someone else told her that there might be ants in it. She hesitated for a minute or two and continue due to her craze for those cookies. Then the third party took the container up and see some ants sticking to those delicious cookies. However its too late. She had already eaten about 3-4 realizing that on each, there might be atleast 2 or more ants. See, people can really do anything for their small stomach. Feel free to tell me what have you eaten before. Dont be shy. Just share!! haha..

Hainan Trip

Just came back from Hainan. Its considered a family trip. 4 families went together comprising of 7 adults and 13 teenagers. It is definitely a very nice place. Everywhere is green. So i am a little more healthy now. Everything is good except the people there. Scary. Drivers horn non-stop even when they need to overtake the vehicles in front. I am so not used to it. Another thing is the people there spit like nobody's business. So yuckie!! Claire almost vomit when a man standing next to him just spit. For your information, there are doors for toilets. Not like what Ping Sern said, Doorless toilet. The whole trip was fun but tiring. However for people like me, it was quite hard there because I am a 'banana'. Proud of that though. Although throughout the trip a certain someone kept mentioning bout that asking me do i regret. So not. There are 13 teenagers there and only 5 of them know chinese. So its not too bad. Most of us are in the same boat. The funny thing was when the waitress brought us the menu and everything was in chinese.Swt. Some more asked us what we want to eat. What we can do is just look at her with the blur look in the mean time waiting for the special 5 to tell us what is what. Its the same thing that happened when we went to KFC. All chinese. Argh.. Again. blur!!!

Lets get back to the fun thing. Fireworks! Its legal there so we were like playing without the need to hide whether it is too loud or is there any police around. Temperature there was about 15-17 degree celcius with one day as low as 12 degree celcius. So cold. But we are 'mengada' kids. Went for hotspring as they have one in the hotel. Its outdoor so the water cant be as hot as you imagine. Just next to the hotspring its the normal swimming pool. So the water is like ice water. Two mischievous boys just jumped down and then up. Frozen! Haha.. Then we played a game that can lead anyone to the pool. Haha. In the end, all of us jumped down to the pool and swam. So nice!! Unforgettable moments! There are too many things but i am too lazy to write. So till here! There are no doubts that I shall keep this memory for a long long time.

-one last thing, sorry Jasmine. Throughout the trip I really din get the chance to talk to my dad coz he is always with the adults. So i did not answer you. I am really very sorry.