Nerviac? Cardous?

Which looks better? Nerviac or Cardous? Those words do not exist so please dont bother looking for the definition at dictionary.com. Its a combination of central nervous system and cardiac system. I have yet to master the two topics and exam is 3 days away. Help me. I read and read and read but I still don't get some of the stuffs and I still experience some difficulties in remembering the drugs and their mechanism of action. I am so so dead. And due to that, this is the only facial expression I can give you.

This is just a random post after a tiring 4 hours of studying. Next post will be after exam.

Ps: To those who are burning the midnight oil for exam, You are not alone. Press on!

Waiting

Friend. You don't know the feeling until you lose one. People come and go but I used to believe friends stay on. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe there is no such thing as forever. But I wish I was right. I have to constantly remind myself that I did not lose one. That friend of mine will forever carry the tag of 'friend' regardless of whether he/she wants to take it down.

C.S Lewis once said, 'Frienship is unnecessary, like philosphy, like art...it has no survival value; rather it's one of those things that give value to survival'. This friendship might only mean the first part of the sentence to you but to me, it's the whole complete line.

I can't read the person's mind like Edward Cullen but I am sure I can read mine. My brain, the size of my fist confirms to me everyday before I sleep that the friendship did not sink. It did not. Things might be different. I might be hated. My presence might not be welcomed but I will make sure I do not lose sight of the beautiful ship.It has definitely brought me to places that I could not go without or alone.

All that's happening now is that the weather is too bad for the sail to begin again. However, weather will change according to God's will. It's just the matter of time.

Depression

Am currently studying about depression. Typical, atypical and melancholic depression. Never knew there were so many types of depressions till I had this lecture last 2 weeks and studying about it now. I was feeling rather depressed too. Did not do much yesterday and today. Was supposed to finish atleast 10 lectures in two days but so far I have only done half. Gosh. Kill me..

That was exactly how I felt 2 hours ago. But had Domino's with my housemates just now. It lifted up my spirit. For 7+, we had 2 large pizzas, 3 lava cakes and 1 cheesy garlic bread to share. It is not all about the food. It's the fellowship. I dont think I will ever get bored of this people. Even if we talk everyday over dinner, we still can somehow come up with a topic to chat. Can't imagine how my life would be without them. These are the friends I would treasure for life. 30 years from now, we will still be able to sit and laugh over things.

Anyways, enough for now. Need to continue my depression topic and make sure I finish it asap.

A Lamp and a Genie

I dont know why but I miss mummy more today. Feel like talking to her but I don't have credit to call home. Candise did not online too so I dont have any ways to listen to her voice. Haiz. Was just hoping to rub on the lamp and for a Genie to appear so I can have one granted wish but that's not going to happen right? I have to come back to reality.